Sitting

Sitting down here, sipping my last drop of Ribena
Thinking about tomorrow
Thinking about what else have I not packed
After Sitting here thinking that I have packed all
My mom starts reminding me of things that I planned to bring
But forgotten to pack because I am still Sitting

The song plays loudly,
Anime still ringing in my ears
Calling out for me to watch it
Eyeshield 21, I am going to miss you
I haven't finished watching you
But I'm not sure if I'll have the chance anymore
But if I do, I won't
Because I know you are evil
Wanting to distract me from doing what I am supposed to do

Argh, distractions
I know who you are
You know who you are
Why have you not left?
Why are you still here?
After 8 years struggling to put you aside
You always manage to crawl back

Different distractions every moment
From songs to anime
From anime to songs
From songs to series
From series to songs
From songs to facebook
From facebook to songs
Songs, are you the real culprit?
Or the culprit is just me?
I know the answer
I have known it for 8 years
I do not want to know you for 8 years more

Watching Sex Rehab with Dr. Drew
Sitting here watching it
Expected for a drama series
Turned out to be reality tv series
"What a damn good show"
Anymore distractions can ruin me some more?
"But this is good for your career"
How good is it if I get stuck watching it yet not practising?
"Oh, come on. It's real life! You don't get to see Albert Ellis do this!"
Yes, you are right!
Drowning into You again, Sitting
I am expecting to see You for 8 years more

Sitting down here wondering
What it would be like, going somewhere far
"Not like you have not been there"
It is because I have been there that I have to wonder some more
People are not the same when they are there
Not excluding family members
When you thought you knew them,
No, you don't know them there
You only know them here
The grass is not as green as I thought anymore
Filled with dirt face, dirt act, dirt place and dirt mind.
All covered with dirt that even Einstein could never imagine

I wonder what would Einstein say if he had known
e=mc2 had caused all these?
He would probably regret for the rest of his whole life,
Trying to make fame by coming out with new formula
Trying to achieve new things in life
Causing more calamities in the world
What is Science?
It is not even clear anymore if it is for the better good;
or for the better worse

Sitting down here wondering
When will I be more positive?
When will I be more sensitive?
When will I be more realistic?
When will I be more enlightened?
When will I be more sophisticated?
When will I be more happy?
When will I be more grateful that I don't have to fight for food and kill somebody?
When will I stop complaining that my life is not all that great?
When will I STOP!