Final exam is over. I am not really anticipating the results as I know that I did not do really well in exam. I was late and I couldn't finish 2 papers.
Now that final is over, we have Internship Workshop. It started on Tuesday and we learned how to write a j0urnal. I don't intend to use that in my blog writing although blog can also be considered as a journal. It's too structured and I tend to think about the structure more than the content, just like how my case notes are. Today, we learned about the scoring.
We had 20minutes to discuss about the money issue. I volunteered to become the treasurer three years ago because no one volunteered (out of PLKN and still very motivated) and no one else was nominated til now. I wanted to pass over but no one wants to take. Adeng told me that I had to present the penyata kewangan on thursday but I did not know what to expect. So, I just printed out a copy for myself and just presented like that, like how Chin did it last time during convention. I wasn't told to present it using computer so I did not have the soft copy. And then when I presented, the thing that I hated the most appeared. Those who did not pay claimed that they paid. I was sure I quadruple check the receipt if I have missed out anyone's name who has paid. I was shocked with such statements that they have received the receipt and then say that "of course the receipt is gone now". If they were to deal with a shop, what proof have you that you ever buy things from here without the receipt? Same concept. I don't like it. Because it is everyone's money, I went home and check again. This is the fifth time and I am RIGHT!
They should know that false memories can be developed or they can see the receipt when being passed around to the owners. I prove you wrong. Because I am not happy with your performance today wanting to put me down. I've informed you guys before again and again, giving out memos (the small paper) to you guys about how much you have to pay. Why do you guys only tell me this last minute about your "memory" that did not exist in the first place? Maybe you had mistaken the receipt with the Persatuan Mahasiswa FSKPM receipt of RM5 also you are not sure. Because you did not keep them. This has troubled me during the workshop this afternoon and I was really down. Down because you guys are afraid that I take your money.. If so, why not just take over the damn position that I didn't even want. I don't want your money. I have my own. I can still manage.
This is not a journal and therefore, there is no lesson learned from today. Maybe there is but I refuse to write them down because I'm comfortable with the feeling of anger.
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2 comments:
mummy, about the presentation using computer was because different lecturer. So, definitely not ur false. Was communication problem
about the receipt, i support u 100%! I said i received receipt but chin said she did not. After u showed the receipt, it was proof. So, hope u r ok now. The moral of this event, i learn to keep all receipt and not dare to be a treasurer...
U did a good work la. Don belittle by them. All the best for ur practical and wish to meet u again in peninsular malaysia ^^
thanks for your comment. it is really comforting. i just felt that they could have saved the stunt instead of showing off in front of the lecturers. i won't deny that i do prioritize my reputation. this incident was also one of the many reasons i did not felt any emotional attachment during the last day when everyone hugged. Anyway, good luck on ur practical and dont push ah bing too hard. haha..
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