There's just something that I need to tell the whole world about. I just realised a few days ago that I'm a very ill-willed person. Is that even a word? hahahah.. just kidding. nothing about that. I'm just bored.
I'll be hanging out with my friends today. There's just one thing worrying me, man. This question keep on popping up my mind = "How things would be like when we meet each other later? Will be just like normal or the awkward feeling will be there all the time?"
I really hope that things will be just like normal. But am I gonna talk to him? Or will he talk back to me? I don't mean it in a hard way, I mean, will he reply all the conversation I want to have with him? I'm just confused, scared, nervous, pressured and all that.
I know what I did was a bit cruel but I have thought about it for quite a long time and I didn't make the decision in a rush. I'd say that it was for the best for the both of us. If there's anyone who asked why I ended the relationship, there would be a lot of answers for that but one thing for sure, it's that we're not meant for each other. That would be the best answer to cover for all.
I don't even know why I'm writing it in this blog? Will anyone come to see my blog? I'm not sure about that. I just wanna spill out what's bothering me so that I can get this damn brain work on my assignments. I have a project proposal due this Monday, an assignment due this Monday, a test on Tuesday and I'm now having my time filled by listening to Buttons and Hips Don't Lie. Those are great songs but as you go deeper into the lyrics, you'd be like "same old dirty lyrics from the west".
Speaking of which, now I have my own idea about those songs. I mean, I can't believe they could go so low like singing songs about their lust and desire and let the whole world know how cheap they are. If they wanted sex so badly, why not just grab some guy from the bar and do it in the car boot or something? But on the other hand, they wanna make some money out of those cheeky songs and let all the guys get hypnotised by them. Ain't that even cheaper? I've got no comment la.
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There have no stars tonight, not because they lazy or took day off, just they wanna have some fun, play hide and seek with us.
Actually, the stars still shining. The stars just like the love from ur friends, family and so on.
When u r lonely, please look up to the sky, the stars will always b there 4 u.
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