What's been up? How is it going?

I couldn't believe my eye that the last post was from June 2012. It's been almost a year that I have left this blog abandoned.

I took a risk on 1/5/13. I made a decision that time, to break off a relationship nurtured for the past 6 years.

Many would ask me, in their heart

"Is there any regret?"
- Definitely. After having the privilege to spend a good 6 years with the best man alive, what more could I possibly ask for?

"You really think it's the best decision to make?"
- i dont know if it IS the best decision to be made, i just know that we need this now.

"What is the real reason that you are doing this, hurting the one who love you the most?"
- there is not only one reason, there are a few. i have tried to communicate this but it seems that i have problem saying it out loud to be solved. that part could be my fault. i feel apologetic on this.

"Please think this over again"
-Even if ask him to come back now, will he? Wil things ever be the same again, or there would be an awkward silence all the time?

The best for us now is to give ourselves some time..Again, I am sorry.