I feel at Home

Spending my 1 year living in KL really teaches me a lesson of not being at home. Maybe Sifu Chen was right. I don't seem to appreciate things around me. My daily routine is

6.30am: wake up
7.15am: start journey
8.00am: reached office
12.00pm: have lunch outside
7.00pm: leave office
8.00pm: have dinner outside
8.30pm: reached home
9.00pm: take shower
9.30pm: watch tv
11.00pm: sleep

after this, my daily routine is to leave office at 8pm and that will leave me reaching home at 9pm without dinner.

Today, Mom & Ongako cooked Boychai Duck, fried brocolli, fried fish & rojak timun. It was already very generous as compared to eating out. For a meal like that, it can costs up to RM10 per person in KL.

I feel the warmth at home as meals are already prepared and even if I work until 8-9pm, I won't have to worry about dinner & safety of going home.

Moi came up with this question yesterday or 2 days ago:
"If you were to be offered a good job with high pay here in Kch, will you come back to work?"

I couldn't really give a certain answer and my reply was:
"If it's from a big company, maybe."

What happened to my plan of working in Singapore in another 3-5 years? I want to have a better life with better carrier prospect but I still have to think about my parents and the dogs. Not to mention the fish my dad bought.

I always ended up thinking this through a Buddhism perspective on what's important and what not. Everyday, people will come to me introducing better ways to be rich and successful. I had encounter Insurance agents, Investment agents, Herbalife agents, Melilea agents and today, Easyphamax agent. I have every interest in them but since I'm not a person who likes to do sales, I prefer not to join. I don't want to lose my friends and even though I'm sincere in helping them, how many people really think that you are sincere instead of trying to earn their money? After I have earned thousands of billions of dollars, where will it go? Yes, I agree that of course it can bring happiness and joy in materials and also sometimes emotional. However, it can cause real messed up situations like what happened to the Macau casino owner too. People closest to him trying to suck him dry.

That brings me back to why I want to have a better career prospect. I want to have a mansion with swimming pool, a family car so that I can bring everyone everywhere; even the dogs will get their own seats, can afford it whenever there's emergency need of big sum of cash and have ease in life with money.

Then, what about Albert? He will definitely not follow me back to Kuching. I'm very sure that he will want to go back to Sabah instead. How will it work for us? Whenever I think about this issue, I'm very confused. WDEP is very hard to be implemented as I have many wants.

Arrggh... Maybe my only option is to gradually make my place feels like home, which is to get a Maid in 4 years. hahahha~!!