It has been a day in Kuching
I still feel so insecure
I had my wallet and phone tugged to me
Didn't dare to have the car unlocked
When my dad said "open the car door to let the hot air out"
I hesitated but did as told
Because deep in my heart I know
"This is Kuching, a safe place that I can always count on"
"Nothing's gonna happen. It's just Kenyalang! A place where you grew up having breakfast at!"
"What if something happens? What if somebody with motorbike suddenly come and hit me in the head with a baseball bat? What if someone holds a gun?"
I'm having these conversations in my head.
I'm unstable.
I need to buckle up.
I need to get used to Kuching and feel safe again.
I don't know how to.
Or should I really have the safe feeling again?
So that I can once again go back to KL feeling safe and then having chance for things to go wrong?
I need my friends to convince me again that Kuching is safe.
I miss all my friends.
1 comment:
Since you need your friends to convince you, as your friend, everything will be fine as long as you be careful. Bring keys and pens with you always as weapon. Stab to the rib cage of that person. It can defense yourself.
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