I just realised about this today...NOW i mean. I read through a blog of an old friend today.. at first, it was funny, memorable and good to read..when I browsed through the archive when bad things happened, I just suddenly feel sad again. I suddenly noticed I had tears in my eyes.. And I thought to myself, "Isn't it a bit too late to get teary now that it's more than a year?why didn't you cry last year when it happened?" and I wanted to tell JJ about it.
Before I msg him through windows live messenger, i browsed MySpace and found his comment to my previous post. Something just got on my nerve and I just told him that I had something to tell him but I don feel like it anymore. He insisted on knowing and I told him. but hey, he didn't reply since he got offline till now. And he's not even one mile away from me. Well, I am not a forgiver but I do forget. Unhealthy but I don't know how to forgive besides to forget about it. Help me if you can.
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