Y do i still feel tat way?

the other day, while at work, i saw someone resembling my ex bf. my first love. a puppy love tat time? huh..dono..

I saw him and i thought, "hey, tat looks like him." I didn't go n greet him and i suddenly felt cold sweat running down my cheek. I was like, "why m i feeling this way? it's not right. It's been such a long time." I kept myself busy. I did things that I wasn't supposed to do. I ran from the cake counter to serve the customers instead. I saw the customers sitting outside were not served and I served them. I give them the bills and even took their orders.

Then, it started to irritate me. Cos I saw all the rest of the floor crew were at the kitchen! I was like, wtf? what are they doing while I'm busy serving 4 tables out there? taking orders and sending bills at the same time. tsk..then I asked them to get out of there and do their works even though it's not my authority to do so. I just tell them this, "whoi, cake counter staff oso need to do ur job is't? do i get ur pay then?"

Okay, back to my story.

I was like, it has got to be him. Hmm..i went back to the cake counter and i noticed his friend kept looking my way. he got fairer than before. hehehe.. I did too. too bad he didn't see me... cos i really wanna talk to him face to face properly after everything..u know. hmm.. i don wanna be a hater and i really wana be friends. Like a brother..like how i treat Fletcher, Jinn Li and Cyril Agas. but i can't..dono why..

It's just weird.. but anyway, i'm just happy wif my life now. hehe
i love myself and bao bei as well.