I've been in UNIMAS without being home for about half a month now. I kind of miss home, especially my dogs. I miss Iwan and Salven. Haiya~soi lui ah..didn't mention my parents pulak. hahahah.. ok, I miss my dad and mom and most of all, Streamyx at home!! Argh..imagine how fun it would be if I could access to the internet 24/7 at home. All I can do at Uni now when I'm bored is to ZzzZzzz.. come to CAIS oso like nothing to do. Too many freaking rules to follow. NO USAGE OF HANDPHONE??? I'd say F to that. HOhooho.. It's been a long time since the last time I say that word. It just comes back, maybe because I just took half cup of coffee.
Damn caffeine makes me high. Hahaha.. Oh yea, just for the record, I have 2 papers tmr and I can't concentrate on my studies now that I have too much in my mind. I just have to FOCUS! ARgh..
But heck, have to study oso la. So many papers coming and if I don't study properly, I can't meet my 2nd boyfriend(the Dean's List). hahahaha.. I won't aim so high till I wanna get 4.0 flat but I just wanna get 3.5 and above. If I can do that, maybe my ptptn only pay half. hahaha.. ain't that fun?
Time flies so fast and so many things happen at UNIMAS.
Now that I come to think of it, I seldom share what happens to me in uni with my family members, be it something that is fun, meaningful, happy or sad, pityful or just miserably unkind. I just don't share..
"Why?" you may ask and I'll tell you that I've always think that I could handle things myself. I don't like to rely on somebody else. And that's the reason why that I always like to take things by myself and don't trust others and it won't help in a group project.
Trust is an important aspect but when I don't have them towards my other coursemates, it just makes things hard. I get to do more and they get to learn less. But I've also learnt that You Can't Rely on Someone Else TOO MUCH as they might just step on your head and crush everything that you've produced with sweat and blood into pieces that you'll never be able to see them again. In order to see them again, you have to start from scratch.
Therefore, I guess there's just too much that I didn't tell my family about. Ping goes back every weekend and she gets to share her stuff with my dad. I remember how she complained about her housemates and her coursemates back at home and showed my dad how good and great she was back then. And that time, the thought I had for her was "How snobbish she is". On the other hand, I thought, "I might just be like her when I go to uni and maybe when I do the same, it might just impress my dad like what she did" and had a little evil laugh at how stupid the thought was. hahahaha... But guess what, I never get the chance to be like that. Hahahaha.
Why again? Because I was too busy to go back and going back home and coming back here makes me feel kinda lazy. So, I rather stay in the Uni and only goes back when I have long holiday. Not that I don't miss my family or not wanting to brag about my studies (hahahahhahaha), just that I'm lazy la. The journey makes my head aches and the fact that I have to pack and unpack makes me feel even more tensed. eeEEeeEe..
Even when I'm back at home and my dad asked "How's study? Is there anything bothering you at Uni?" and I'll be like,"Err..ok gua. Nothing much lor. Just like normal only. Nothing la."
See how dumb I am? Didn't know how to grab opportunity to brag about myself in front of him. hahahahahahaha.. crap, caffeine makes me high that I gotta fly now. C u guys later when I come back here to blog for more.
Oh yea, if u guys can help me out here....should I go back after my exam which is on 21st November and come back here again on 24th Nov cos I gotta stay here all the way from 25th Nov - 5th Dec due to debate practices and competition. But I might be going out with Achee and the NS Gang on 23rd. Argh..so packed. Wanna rest oso cannot. Maklumlah, orang terror. hahahaha.. If u didn't get what it meant...........................Never Mind. hahahahahhahaha. Chao!!!
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