Monday, October 02, 2006

I can just go oh, so mad.

!@#$%^&U$%#@!$%^#$@!$%&^^%$#@$%&^#$%@!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Ok, I understand if he has a family to look after. But DUDE!! He's IN a University and now, his duty is to put 70% in studies, not 50% only. Everytime ask him for discussion and he'll go like, "Oh no, I can't. I can't go back too late. I can't go, I'm busy. Don't disturb me on Sunday. I can't, I'm not free". I'm on the edge of scolding him!! I've never done that in UNIMAS before and I hope he won't be the first to experience it. SHIT.

Tell You What, we were having discussion just now and he was looking at the book for info and I was searching the net for it. N then, we got all the info and I was typing and know wat, HE SHOOK HIS LEGS, SHOOK HIS BODY and he sent the NON-VERBAL MESSAGE that he wanted badly to go back home. We're presenting TOMORROW!! Didn't he think of THAT??? WHAT IF WE SCREW UP? I WANT DEAN LIST, MAN! Dead meat tomorrow.

He left early cos he said his house no body. I just can't believe him. Ok, putting myself into his position, I know that he has to look after his vacant house and have to look after his family and he put his family first. But the problem is the assignment is a GROUP WORK and INVOLVES OTHERS! He can't be so selfish, he has to think about the consequences he brings to others. I'm just so pissed off that I could explode at CAIS now. EEeerggghhh!

But never mind, I don't wanna get angry anymore because I don't wanna get older faster. Every action has a reaction. It really depends on how long do I wanna keep on feeling angry and dismay. I CHOOSE to be not angry. =P

That's All! I'm so not gonna write this in my Journal for Mama cos I wrote it here. hahahaha!

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