Ah, that reminds me, I haven't yet finish my Calvin & Hobbes comic strips. And I have not also touch my Da Vinci Code that I downloaded few months ago. I guess I just got caught up in things that I feel more important such as the anime(s), blogs and japanese drama series. I should be watching Pink Panther by now, but LOOK, I'm here typing this piece of crap.
I've noticed that these few days, Salven(a pet dog) has been acting really strangely. He always sleep where I'm at which is here, where I go online, of course and yesterday, he also licked my feet. It was not until this afternoon when I came back from JPJ(Jabatan Pengangkutan Jalan) that I found out his paw is bleeding. Normally, after I got back home from outside, he'd greet me by jumping on my leg and give me a lick on the chin. This afternoon, I said,"Up" and he still stood there and RIGHT THEN, I noticed his paw was bleeding and his fur on his foot was covered in blood stain.
Sympathy, is all I have towards him. Right now, all that we can do is to wait till my mom gets back from my aunt's house to treat the him. My mom will know what is wrong...cos she's been handleing our dogs for more than 15 years now. She was the one who bathe them all and feed them.
Speaking of my mom, I think she has contributed a lot in this family. Cooking delicious meal everyday even though when it's just a normal sambal belacan with fern fronds, no one can beat her cooking!! Even Doris, a friend of mine, used to compliment on her cooking. She's the one who does the laundry everyday, feed the dogs everyday, bathe the dogs once in 2 days and sweeps the floor every single day too!! I guess she can be considered as one of the best mom in the whole wide world. Even so, we don't seem to appreciate her much. It may be because of the words coming out from her mouth. Annoying, is the word. Yes, you can say "What a bitch!!She sais her mom is annoying!! She wouldn't even exist without her mom!!"
Heck do I care??!! I'm just saying out what I think. I don't mind if I get shot by the lightning, but that's the reason why we don't appreciate her much even after she's done so many things for us.
It's not that her words are too much of caring that it gets annoying. It's just that she's got problem with answering question! She never answer the question properly. She's best working at Parkson, man! I mean, u ask her 1 question and she'll answer you with other question-disconnected answer. You get what I mean? Maybe sometimes I'll be impatient but she's doing it all the time even after we told her that IT'S a freaking problem. She never changes and never have the initiative to change because she always think that she's right and we're wrong! Everytime we call her, we need to call her like 3-4 times before she'll answer us even when she heard us the first time. And whenever she gives instructions or order, she won't call ur name till you answer her. She'll just go like, "Ing, later remember to hang the clothes." And guess what, I was having songs played out and I couldn't hear her. And when the things she wanted done didn't get done, she'll start complaining, " it's almost dawn n the clothes aren't even outside". I'd be like, " u didn't even tell anyone to do it" and she'll go like, "I did and it was supposed to be you". By that time, I'd think that I've been accused.
I guess it's just the communication problem between us but even when I told her to correct her own way of communication, she never listens. She won't change..she'll remain that way.
Mayb you'll think that mayb i'm the one who should change also. I've tried to be more patient towards her but you can't be blamed of what you didn't hear!!
I really want to treat her like a mother whom I love and can cuddle with but it just won't work. I really hope that one day, I'll be able to feel the appreciation towards her that I think I should have felt since 18 years ago and I don't want that day to be the last day I see her. *choi choi choi*
Urh..that's all.
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Don't worry, you'll appreciate her one day.
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